Anyone and everyone will critique what I do. Isn’t that true for
everyone though? What you wear, what you say, what you do, how you do it, what color
you do it in. You get the point.
Wednesday
night services are mixed differently than a Sunday morning or evening. It’s a
little quieter, a little more subdued in treatment, more vocal heavy, and less
electric guitar and drum driven.
I’m
not exempt from an off night, weekend, week, or month. Okay, that is excessive.
An off night or service can definitely happen though. The hard situation is
when I get critiqued while I thought it was a decent night.
It
was a dark and cold night. Well a dark night because what night isn’t dark and it
won’t be cold during a service for very long. After mixing what I thought was a
decent evening I was assaulted on my way out of the booth. The culprits were
two older women. The mix isn’t necessarily catered to one group, but if you are
over forty it will start to be further than what you crave. You might be too
mature for what is offered. They proceeded to tell me that it seemed as if
someone training must have been mixing. I asked what they were unhappy with, to
which they responded, it was just an off night.
That’s
like saying I didn’t like that movie, you ask me why, and all I say is “I just didn’t
enjoy it”. Lame. Think about it. Don’t just pass by the moment. Decide who you
are, what you like or don’t like, and why you like or don’t like it.
After
the Twisted Sisters were done harassing me about my mix in training I continued
on down the aisle. To my disbelief I had a husband and wife approach and tell
me that it sounded amazing in service, and continued to explain why.
Once
this happened I was dumbfounded. How can one person so passionately hate the
mix and another person love the mix in the same experience? Then I realized it
was all about preference. It was subjectivism and not objectivism.
I
called a friend for counsel instead of opinion. He split it up the middle like
myself. Wasn’t the best, wasn’t the worst, it was just plain good.
I’ve
found that with criticism I take it for what it is. I always listen, but then
decide if I agree, which helps when it is clearly explained. I try not to get
defensive; I don’t hold anything I do as perfect or right. I’m open to advice
and suggestion, but non-solution oriented criticism I hold at arms length.
There
is a saying: those who can’t, teach. I’ve added to it: those who can’t,
critique.
If I write a song, I’m going to
care more about what Chris Martin and Bono think than I’m going to care about
some beat writer in a magazine or unknown blogger. And yes, I’m an unknown
blogger, which is why I’m not using this to review music, movies, and books.
There
is a difference when you are being paid to do work. That’s not criticism, but expectation.
Each year the White House hires an artist to design the Christmas card they
send out. (Stephanie has said that I have to add that the only reason I know
this is from watching “A White House Christmas” on the HGTV app for the iPhone.
And I enjoyed it.) Although that artist will make what they want, they still
have to have the concept and final piece approved by the First Lady. POTUS and
FLOTUS will and have asked for changes before they accept the final card.
Although mixing and production work
is art (this topic is a different blog), it is atypically a service role. I’m
here to facilitate what is desired from those paying me. I have the ability to
voice an opinion, but if it isn’t their preference I move on and do as told. If
they can’t decide what they don’t like, I have to figure that out for them.
That’s why I’m paid. If I don’t agree, it doesn’t matter.
I've also had to dissect work criticism from
personal criticism. When something work related is critiqued I used to take it
very personally. I had to learn on my own that they were criticizing the product,
not the person. I will not be defined by what I do. I will be defined by who I
am. Once I let go of this, it made my work so much more enjoyable.
Ha ha...twisted sisters!!! Lol.
ReplyDeleteI also had to learn this at WCC in my first month or two there mixing. You hit the nail on the head my friend. Once I got past these things, it's so much easier to enjoy the work I do there.
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